I don’t know who needs to hear this, but if you want to hurt yourself, just go get help. Call someone. The national Suicide Prevention Hotline is 24/7 1-800-273-8255
Last week someone I occasionally work with took their own life. I had seen him a few days before and he was acting his normal self. In fact things were slow and we had a really good conversation. Never in a million years would I have thought it would be our last conversation, and if it were, not under these circumstances.
What could have possibly changed within 5 days? I can’t understand, but just go get help.
This was on my mind, so figured if it helps anyone it’s worth the half minute it took to share.
I’m not broken up by this. No condolences to me are needed. I feel terrible for his wife and child however.